As I heard the verdict read last night I stood in silence then the emotions waled up in me so intensely that my back tightened and my head began to ache. I was trying to focus on work and was someone in a daze and yes I knew what the answer would probably ... still there was hope that others could have and ear to hear, eyes to see and most of all a heart and mind to discern. Then the anger raised up as I continued to try to make sense of it all ... Then I remembered and I wen